Loss of my husband

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I know how you feel it’s so raw isn’t it. I lost my one and only two weeks today and feel I have to put on a front for everyone and it’s exhausting

Your here for reason god chose yu

In reply to Jeanette N

I lost my husband 3 weeks tomorrow very suddenly and so unexpected the pain, loneliness and the whys just seem to be getting worse. I keep telling everyone I’m ok because I think they will be getting fed up with me crying I just want to lock myself away .

Hello Baker ,The pain ,loneliness will never go away ,every morning ,night ,the pain gets worse knowing they are not there with you.I weep can't seem to sleep without him ,hugging everything ,smells ,seems to be going as the weeks months go by .it makes me want to scream trying to keep everything of my husbands. I too tell my children ,friends I'm ok.But the truth is I just want to be by myself .I need to get my head around everything .Baker I felt like u ,but worse ,I didn't want to live without my husband.its been almost 7months ,the hurts there ,but my children and friends are helping me ,I cry all the time ,your friends are not fed up ,tell them how you fill Baker ,cry infront of them .dont lock yourself away please .my Daugther ,says everyday ,Mum it will hurt Dad If he saw you like this .He loved you .Baker your husband loves you .xxxx

Dearest Jeannette N
I understand where you are coming from they say time heals but I lost my Dave on the 30.9.18 we were married 52 years and had a good life. I still cry when I wake up in the morning. Although like you I have lots of friends and family one puts on a face and they think I am coping, but I still cannot organise anything at home as we had the builders in when I lost Dave and the on suite and master bedroom is still only half decorated, as I just go out everyday. Hoping one day I will start living some type of life in the future because I am sure like your husband Dave would like me to try and make sometime of life for myself. As I am sure Dave is up there watching me. Love and hugs Queenie

That's so lovely to get fedback,yes I too put on brave face,I was married for 50yrs ,we both enjoyed travelling ,visiting our granchildren ,looking after them ,we both was proud of all our DAUGTHERS ,we would do everything together.my husband was the joker and I was very quite.we was together for 53yrs .the best years .ups and down like every marriage ,but we would sort the problem out. As we loved each other forever.This morning I got up ,weather like this ,bought tears .He would say lets go driving about a meal out and out with my Daugther and partner. He was a person that didn't want to waste a day at home .He loved life.and family. Memory's to keep till we meet again. Xxxxx

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