I am new here.
I lost my mum at the beginning of December, she was only 54. She was at an advanced stage of multiple sclerosis and went to A&E with shortness of breath, and she never came home. Her death wasn't expected, even though she had MS, she usually kept reasonably well.
My mum was my best friend and I cared for her a lot throughout her life. It still doesn't feel like she has gone and I still expect phone calls from her. I feel angry at the hospital - did they do enough? There are a few things that I am not happy with in regards to her treatment and I have made a complaint.
It's a very surreal situation and some days I am fine but other days I feel sad and bitter about things; when people tell me they know how I feel because their mum died at the age of 80, or my friends are moaning about petty things like their love life etc and even against my partner because he still has his parents.
I just need to rant.
Thank you for reading x