Our changing life pattern....

I think we can all agree that our now life has become a mixture of adjustments - uncertainty - frightening - lonely and empty....well my life, for sure has...and I dont take kindly to change...

Jackie...

Meant to have added, all we want is a continuation of our old life, with our long-term partner's who were snatched away from us, far too early...oh I am off again, crying...

Hello Jackie,
You'll never stop crying. There's nowt wrong with that.

I can say hand on heart that I've cried and had tears every single day bar one for over 18 month's, I'll never come to terms with my loss.

Take care

B x

B...
...I can believe it, quoting: " I can say hand on heart that I've cried and had tears every single day bar one for over 18 month's."....Compared to you I am only 13 weeks in and I have not had one day without crying or going to pieces as I call it...

I am making a life, a future, trying to get myself out away from these 4 walls but I dont want to be making this different - new life, I want a continuation of my old life, the one I was having, or had been having for the past 20 years...

J-R

With regard to your last sentence, I don't want to put the dampers on it but it's never going to happen down here.

Our lives changed in a heartbeat forever, nothing will ever be the same. I'm devastated, absolutely heartbroken and totally inconsolable and will remain so until the end of my days.

For me personally there is but only one solution, we both know what that is and it can't come quick enough.

I wish you well.

B

Oh yes the after life, well my Richard never had any beliefs, but I do...Yes there are times when I go to pieces I cry out to him that I either want him back or I want to be with him...