Hi everyone. I am new on. I have been reading threads but was unable to post, but Priscilla has sorted me for me.
I lost my mum suddenly on 20th March this year.
I don’t live in UK anymore but my mum use to come out to see me twice a year for few months at a time until she got a dog.
My partner and myself flew home at Christmas to surprises the the oldies as we call them and rocked up on there doorstep wearing Christmas hats, singing merry Christmas, if I only knew that would be the last time I would see my mum again.
I miss her so much and our conversations.
The pain of something so stupid and now she is gone.
I being told I should move on and people won’t want to be socialize with me if I am miserable, my answers is always, not really feeling like waving my knickers in air at moment.
When do you stop looking for them, waiting for phone to ring, every night waiting for them to enter your dreams, just you know they there.
I cry when no one is around as then I don’t get the “you should be over this”
For over 25 years, it’s been mum and me and now I feel so alone, even with my partner.