Two years

It’s been two years since I lost my dad and the pain is worse now than it was for the first year and a half. I was numb for the first year and a half. I hide my grief as I,m made to feel I should be getting over it by now. I suffer with anxiety and panic attacks and just want to know how long this pain lasts. I feel I,ll never get over this loss and I,m completely devastated.

Hi im so sorry for your horrendous loss it's heartbreaking it's six months and three weeks tomorrow afternoon since my soulmate fell asleep in my arms im utterly truamatised witnesing it all happen in front of my eyes all my dreams of growing old together everything we built together hopes and dreams have been stolen from me so cruelly and tragically every day is getting worse my loss is very different to yours but there's alot of people on here will be in your situation and will message you I'm sorry I can't help more apart from say I'm sorry for your loss and I hope tomorrow is kinder to you take care of yourself as much as possible in my thoughts Adele x

I,m so sorry for your loss. To witness it lives with you. I witnessed it all as well and can't get that vision out of my mind. I hope you can find some peace and everyone who is going through this horrendous grief. XXX

Thankyou so much for your kind words means alot its utterly devastating you too hun take care of yourself as much as possible in my thoughts Adele xx

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