I am so so tired!
Tired of crying, tired of been alone, tired of doing everyday things, tired to try to create a new life that I don't want
I am tired to be alone.
Tired to know that nothing will change!! I am so tired!!!
Tired of not having Jack by my side - in 2 weeks will be 1 year - all I can say is that I miss his voice - his warmth - I miss him touch my shoulder and kissing my neck
I miss Jack around, spending time with him
I miss him !! The rain is so hard and so much of it that half of my garage got flooded! Where is Jack to help me - where is Jack so we could complain together
It is so draining !!
I used to think life was great! Life haven't felt great in a very long time - t is so awful!!
Because of the rain all roads around us are looking like lakes - so I didn't go to my boxing class - it was when I realised that I arrange something to do every evening because I don't want to be home !!
So so sorry for my ranting!!
I just had enough