My partner of the last two and a half years died the weeks ago. Due to Christmas, the funeral wasn't held until two days ago. Up until the funeral, I felt in limbo, able to die basic things like shop and eat and meet with friends occasionally. Since the funeral though, I just can't function. I've spent the past two days in bed, not eaten much and just can't find a reason to get up and do anything.
I know this is just brief but I'm worried I'm going to sink into an inescapable hole. I was already suffering with depression before she became ill and she was helping me through it. Now it's even worse and I feel like I have nobody.